stella | 23 | ca | music | travel | coffee
You still cross my mind from time to time and i mostly want to punch you in the face because you were a fucking twat
It feels really good to be on my own emotionally.. To not have any attachments to those I don’t consider family. To not be crushing for once. Not getting my feelings hurt. Not being overwhelmed by my torn emotions. Not needing anybody else at the end of the day. Not getting upset because he didn’t call me. Fucking independent. In charge of my own fucking feelings.
Because I’m sitting around with nothing to do and everything at my fingertips and I don’t need shit from you to validate my existence. I’m over-caffeinated and overstimulated, too optimistic to be this pissed, too emotional to be this turned off. I just REALLY don’t give a shit about getting close enough to catch feelings anytime soon.